Mi primer amor

“She fell in love when she was a young girl. Her husband knows that her feelings for this boy she never knew will never go away. She still hides his picture in her wallet. He envied the boy. She left her wallet one day in the closet. He cannot help himself and took the photo. He cried after seeing the boy. That boy was all the while the husband of his wife.”


Every one has a first love. Who can forget that first glitter in your eyes, that rose blush on your cheeks, and that feeling of warmth and butterflies in your stomach. Love is a wonderful thing. You will never ever forget your first love. In essence, it was not the boy or girl who you couldn’t forget but that amazing feeling that you felt. A great sense of euphoria.

If you still remember that feeling, cherish it and keep the love in your heart alive!



The anger inside

What makes you angry?  What makes you explode? How do you deal with anger?

We are only human and anger is one of the many emotions that you will feel. It is normal to feel angry. What is not normal is the action you take when you want to release that anger.

ImageHonestly, at the end of the day, you will always feel sorry when you blast your anger.  I was an angry person. I felt misunderstood. I felt betrayed, disappointed and depressed. I cried. I threw and destroyed stuff. I tend to be violent at times with myself and the person who I am angry with. It was not normal..That was the old me.

Sometime to cure one’s anger, one must be able to forgive oneself and the other.

1,2,3,4,5….. Counting helps, of course. It means stepping back and looking at the situation first. Understand what made you upset. The first step is to identify what triggers your anger. Identifying them means you will be able to avoid them. Knowing what makes you angry gives you a chance to know how to react.

When you feel angry,  you begin to turn red (not green like the hulk). Red means stop. Be silent! Breathe and relax.  Take that brief moment to calm yourself. Anger makes your judgement clouded and one-sided.  Anger vs. anger won’t work. Both sides will never understand. Image When you are both calm, that’s the time to discuss. Be silent when you are angry, let it sleep for awhile.

I have learned this the hard way. I kept my anger bottled inside me for a very long time. I took tabs of the wrong doings against me. It wasn’t doing me any good. I felt upset even with only petty things. My anger was triggered easily because I kept it always in my mind and in my heart. And then I found a release, I learned to forgive others and myself for my shortcomings.  Forgiveness cures anger.

I hope this will help you deal with your anger. Prayer helps a lot too. Turn your enemies into friends. Turn your anger into love. Be forgiving and you shall be forgiven.

Baby Bébé 赤ちゃん Bambino


who is this angelic thing

whose skin so soft and plump

who gave reason for my being

who held my finger like a clamp

who lights up the room

who puts smiles on our faces

who removes the gloom

with his sweet embraces

who puts his trust in me

who needed my tender kiss

who opened my eyes to see

how wonderful life really is

with his sweet smile

with his soft voice

with his gentle breath

as he sleeps so peaceful

as we lay on our bed

my baby and I

ImageDedicated to all the mothers like me

My one true friend

I had many friendsImage.

They come and they go.

Lived different lives in the end.

They are gone before you know.

I walked the lonely road.Image

Felt all alone in the world.

I had a heavy load.

In my heart as I told.

I listened to a gentle voiceHolding hands.

As I bowed down to cry.

“To be sad is not a choice,

so please wipe your tears dry”

“I will be with you,a shoulder to cry on

Share your joy and your pain,

I will stand by you,

Even when hope is in vain”

She is my one true friend!

My sister who loves me until the end.

“Dedicated to my loving sister, Jaynell Rose”